hard...very hard

pain...more pain...vry pain
why will like that?
wat happen to myself?
wat happen to her?
worry...more worry....vry worry
what is tis?
should i worry like tis?
should i get a nice reason?
waiting....always waiting...keep waiting
i waiting sky become blue
i waiting sea become clean
i waiting ur dream come trus
i waiting u become a comfidence ppl
i waiting...keep waiting....
i reli waiting u....
Hard? vry hard....
hard to care u
hard to noe u
hard to help u
hard to gv up
hard to...hard to...
GOD i m reli hard....
i saw she like tis...i vry pain...hard...worry
should i do wat? anything can i help?
i reli wanna done my job...wanna help she...

when my dream come true?
when my wish come true?
when my sky become blue?
when my lesen become P?
when myself can improve?
how can let myself touch?
how can i get P lesen?

IF GOD gv me 3 dream...
i will wish...
1st: I can take motor/car lesen now...so i can help she settle transport problem
2rd: I can become a Power Man...which man can help she settle all problem....settle wat she like to do...gv she a nice day n happy every day
3rd: I can beside she n we together chasing our dream....done wat we like to do....anything happen i can solve it....Hope she no scare...no sad...no worry....always laugh....

GOD will help me???
GOD r u there?
GOD do u listen to me?